Humiliation thy name is Audra.
Brett tried to be my friend on myspace. I sent him a message saying to not be my friend b/c a part of me still loves him. Yeah...i definitely had a momentary lapse of judgment there. Anyway...nausea quickly set in after i realized i had pushed send. In the words of Jackie "don't you wish there was an 'undo' button for life?" How incredibly true that statement is. So clearly i'm having some attachment issues. Either that or it's been so long since i've actually cared about anyone that i'm confusing love with disinterest. Any luck that's it? Oh yeah...and he has a girlfriend. That probably didn't help the brief moment of break down. Suck. At least i'll be so busy with the move that i won't be able to dwell on anything. That's what i'm hoping for.
Somedays...i wish i wasn't such a Scorpio.
posted by Audra @ 5:16 PM
3 Comments:
Nothing makes it better but time. Eventually, you can look back and see that there were good times and bad times, and recognizing the bad doesn't negate the good. I still have dreams about exes. It just never goes away, but becomes part of who you are.
How much time is considered too much time though? I mean seriously...don't you think 2 years is just too long? Cause i sure do!
It's been almost a decade for me. I think it's just too easy to look back when you're lonely or frustrated and only see the good things. Obviously if you're going on dates and things you're not too tied up with the idea of Brett, so I'd guess you're doing just fine. Its tempting to think back on someone and think that everything would be great if you were with them, but more than likely you're just forgetting the problems that made you break up with them in the first place.
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