Trying to sound intelligent

I have nothing witty to put here...clearly i am not doing a good job of sounding intelligent.

Friday, December 08, 2006

I have never hated anyone in my life. In my entire life...all 24 years, i have never met someone so incredibly passive-aggressive, so hateful, so full of ugliness. I just don't know how to handle it. This is such a difficult thing for me to manage. I have done all i can and i just am out of ideas. I cry at least once a week usually about this. And quite frankly i've just grown tired. I'm terrified that no matter where i go, things will be the same. It will always be someone else trying to hurt me. Someone please reassure me that things are going to get better. That i will not always feel like this. Please...anyone. And i need it to be sincere.

2 Comments:

At 9:59 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Things will not always be this way. You have plenty of changes coming up in the new year. Who knows, perhaps 2007 will end up being the Year of Audra? Ride it through for a few last miserable weeks. Things will get better.

 
At 8:37 PM, Blogger Sara said...

I hate to break it to you, but there will always be at least one person that you will not like, and who will not like you at any job you go to. The difference is that as you get more experience, you learn to deal with them, and hopefully, they grow-up and have better things to do than to upset you. Hopefully in Indy, you'll have more things to distract you, and it will be easier to ride these things out.

 

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