I have successfully completed my first month of self-inflicted emotional detachment from the male gender. So far, so good. It's amazing now that i know i can't date anyone...i don't feel the need or the desire to date anyone. All of a sudden i'm free from the constant pressure of male friends who want to be more than that. That's not to say the pressure isn't there, it's just easier to ignore it, because i have a better excuse then "i just don't see you like that." I hope all the subsequent months are as easy as this one. However...i sense that will not be the case. I imagine as time goes on, I'll get increasingly more lonely and feel that need to have a warm body to hold close. So...the plan to fix this...hug my dog! He's a warm body...and he'll let me hold him close. Although he may try to hump me...that's not much different then holding a guy.

On a random note...I hope Houston beats St. Louis tonight. And if they don't, I hope Chicago does. Don't ask why, it's a ridiculous reason, but I don't want St. Louis to win anything. I want them to be robbed of their World Series win...again.

So this weekend was insanely busy. First to start the weekend...i had a dream that left me feeling awful all day. Friday night dianna came out. I cooked mexican food and then we drank margaritas all night. Dianna and i started at 5:30, and then my friends Sarah (not Horner) and Adrianne come over around 8:30ish. Needless to say, by the time they got here, we had to go out and buy another fifth of tequila because the first fifth was gone. Apparantly dianna and i were quite the comedians in the grocery store, including heckling a woman who had her small children in the store at 10:00 pm. Saturday i got my hair cut and got a wedding gift. That's pretty much all any of us could do that morning with a hang over. Dianna and I went to the wedding Saturday evening, and it was very nice. We danced all night long, and most certainly paid for it in the morning. Sadly though, the only thing that really cured my hang over on Saturday was a glass of wine, a glass of champagne, and a gin and tonic. When i woke up yesterday though, my body was so insanely stiff. I'm just not used to dancing all night. Yesterday was nothing too exciting. Dianna and I went to church and then to lunch. She left, and I went to an organ recital, which i thought was excellent. I enjoyed the music, and even more so after the recital a nice gentleman explained to me how an organ works! I had no idea they were so complicated! After all that, i came home, and was in kinda an angry mood. Columbo chewed up my cell phone charger while I was gone...and then proceeded to just bark at me randomly. I love that dog...and most times he's really well behaved...but...the last week he's just been horrible! So I went to bed early last night and I feel a little better this morning.

Ah well...this week shouldn't be too exciting, except Tuesday is a unit meeting in Indy. Woohoo. And this weekend is completely empty, which i'm excited about. The month of November is going to be really busy, so i need a few weekends to relax before i dive into my month of insane traveling.