Trying to sound intelligent

I have nothing witty to put here...clearly i am not doing a good job of sounding intelligent.

Monday, October 31, 2005

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! I bought columbo a halloween costume. yes...i know...i'm ridiculous. It was $4 at meijers! He's got a frankenstein costume. So i'm calling him Frankenfurterstein. Yes...once again...i realize i'm ridiculous. but i love it!!! :-) I can't wait until the kids start trick-or-treating!

Sunday, October 30, 2005

So yesterday was full of fun adventure! I went to Science Central and got to play with all the cool science toys! I felt like a kid discovering science all over again. Only this time I understand why it all works the way it works. :-) I felt so smart! The best part though, in celebration of halloween, they were having a pumpkin chucking demonstration. They had built a medival catapult and they were launching pumpkins! it was so awesome!! I got to launch a pumpkin and it went super far and then SPLAT on the ground! Ah....science is great!! when i pulled the pin though to release the catapult, it came back and hit my leg...so now i have a nasty bruise on my leg. But...ah well...what can ya do?? Anyway...something very frightening happened to me on Friday though. I was seriously almost traumatized for a whole hour!!

So...i went to starbucks for breakfast to get a coffee and a muffin. Well...i hop back in my car, buckle my seat belt, put the car in first gear, and off i go. I'm driving through the parking lot when i realize there is a spider on my windshield. On MY side of the windshield. And it was a scary hairy one too! Anyway...i'm totally petrified...but i'm driving so there isn't a whole lot i can do about it. So i hope that he'll stay put until i get to work (only a 2 minute drive) so that i can get him out of the car. Well...as i was driving he crawls down his little web (which, quite frankly, there is nothing in this world more disgusting than a spider crawling down it's web) and lands on the dash board. Well...i kinda freak out at that point, but maintain enough control to finish my drive. The next thing i know, the spider has gone into my vent!! My VENT!!!! Well...then for the next hour, all i had was this vision of me turning on the heater and a spider flying out at me while i'm trying to drive. I would kill someone or myself for sure, b/c i'm not sure i could keep control then! Especially if it came flying at my face or something. I think spiders seek me out, and they have contests to see who can scare me the most. Because I'm pretty sure I'm the only person that this kinda crap happens to!

Saturday, October 29, 2005

So you all don't think I'm such a ridiculous sap! This is yoinked from Stacey's myspace. :-D

1. First grade teacher's name: i had two and i don't remember either of them.

2. Last person you kissed: Jon

3. Last word you said: See ya later!

4. Last song you sang: Since U Been Gone (Kelly Clarkson)

5. Last person you hugged: Steve

6. Last thing you laughed at: Funny line from a movie "...when you're servicing the Lord"

7. What's in your CD player: Fiona Apple-Extraordinary Machine

8. Who is your favorite star/s: The middle star of Orion's belt. Oh...you mean celebrity, don't have one.

9. What socks are you wearing: Pink mottled boot socks

10. What's under your bed: My fingernail polish box

11. Current status: Single

12. Current taste: in food? Chocolate. In men? those that stay away from me. In clothes? anything warm

13.Current Hairstyle: Dark brown as always, chin length and flippy

14. Current clothes: Jeans, white shirt, black button up thingy

15. Current Hate: People who won't even acknowledge my presence

16. Current longing: He knows who he is, and would probably rather be nameless

17. Current desktop picture: Fiona Apple

18. Current worry: Driving in the snow that i know will soon come

19. Current Love: none

20. Story behind your screenname: inside joke from freshman year. Never lock yourself out of your room when you only have a towel on.

21. Current favorite article of clothing: my fuzzy socks that keep my feet warm

22. Favorite physical feature(s): smile

23. Last CD that you bought: Fiona Apple-Extraordinary Machine

24. Favorite place to be: Indianapolis with Dianna

25. Least favorite place: uh...i don't go places i don't like

26. Time you wake up in the morning: 6:00

27. If you could play a new instrument, what would it be? Guitar

29. Current favorite word/saying: nice

30. Favorite book: Life of Pi

31. Favorite Movies: Waking Ned Devine

34. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Papa

35. Favorite day: Thursday

36. Where do you want to go: Ireland

37. What is your career going to be: I am a drug chemist with the State Police

38. Who is your best friend/s: Dianna, Jackie, Sara, my mom, Allen, Hayley. All contribute something different and equally important and enriching to my life. I only wish i could tell them all how much i love them.

39. What kind of car do you have: Green Honda Civic

40. A random lyric: I wanted you to know, i love the way you laugh.

41. Eye Color: Hazel

42. Hair Color: Brown

43. Righty or Lefty: Right

45. Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

46.Innie or Outtie: Innie

DESCRIBE...

47. Your heritage: Irish/English/Southern

48. The shoes you wore today: Black boots

49. Your hair: flipped at the ends with a criss-cross part

50. Your weakness: love

51. Your fears: spiders

52. Your most recent secret?: sometimes i do my laundry naked so i don't have any dirty clothes in the hamper

54. Your thoughts first waking up: it's too cold to get out of bed

55. The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes and teeth. Good teeth are essential!

56. Your bedtime: usually 10ish

57. Your most missed companion: Nick

58. Your perfect pizza: mushrooms and olives

59. Sweet and Chewy or Salty and Crunchy: sweet but not chewy

60. Single or group dates: single

61. Dogs or Cats: dogs

62. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton

63. Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla

64. Cappuccino or coffee?: decaf earl grey tea

65. Smoke: quitter

66. Curse: yeah

67. Sing: church choir and in my car

68. Take a shower everyday: yup

69. Have a crush: interestingly, no...not at all

71. Think you've been in love: i know i have been

72. Want to go to college: grad school i think

73. Want more than what you got: always, but i'm happy with what i have

74. Want to get married: yes

75.Type with your fingers in the right place: yeah

76. Think you're attractive: uh...i guess?

77. Think you're a health freak: by default i think b/c i'm a vegetarian

78. Get along with your parents: yes...see best friends line...and i'll always be a daddy's girl

79. Play an instrument: piano a long time ago

IN THE PAST 3 months

80. drink: yes

82. Done a drug: never

83. Made Out: yes

84. Go on a date: yeah

85. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: not in one sitting

86. Eaten sushi: no

87. Been dumped: yes

88. Made homemade cookies: no

89. Caused a fire: no

90. Gone skinny-dipping: no

91. Dyed your hair: no

92. Stolen anything: no

HAVE YOU EVER..

93. Had too much to drink: yes

94. Been caught cheating: on homework? yes...on a person...no

95. Been called a tease: yes

96. Gotten beaten up: no

97. Changed who you were to fit in: no

98. Cried at something beautiful: yeah...the mountains

99. Spent too much money on something you didn’t need? yeah...shoes usually

100. Cried when someone died?: yes...still do sometimes

Last night i read "The Notebook" by Nicholas Sparks. I'm sure most of you have seen the movie by now...and it's pretty close to the book. Well...it really made me think of someone i used to know and love dearly. It made me a little sentimental, and then last night I didn't sleep at all. I kept dreaming of how things once were, and even how things could be in the future. I concluded I would not be able to lay the ghosts to rest unless I fully encompassed and accepted the truth of my feelings. Sometimes i think I should write down the story. One version of the story actually exists out there, and I cry everytime I read it. It is his version though, and not mine. I wish i could write it down...but it doesn't end happily.

An excerpt from the book that touched me.

"I don't know what to say anymore except that I couldn't sleep last night because I knew that it was over between us. It is a different feeling for me, one that I never expected, but looking back, I suppose it couldn't have ended another way.

You and I were different. We came from different worlds, and yet you were the one who taught me the value of love. You showed me what it was like to care for another, and I am a better man because of it. I don't want you to ever forget that.

I am not bitter because of what has happened. On the contrary. I am secure in knowing that what we had was real, and I am happy we were able to come together for even a short period of time. And if, in some distant place in the future, we see each other in our new lives, I will smile at you with joy, and remember how we spent a summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. And maybe, for a brief moment, you'll feel it too, and you'll smile back, and savor the memories we will always share together."

And just one more passage that cut deep.

"The reason it hurts so much for us to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we've lived a thousand lives before this one and in each of them we've found each other. And maybe each time, we've been forced apart for the same reasons. That means that this good-bye is both a good-bye for the past ten thousand years and a prelude of what will come.

When I look at you, I see your beauty and grace and know they have grown stronger with every life you have lived. And I know I have spent every life before this one searching for you. Not someone like you, but you, for your soul and mine must always come together. And then, for a reason neither of us understands, we've been forced to say good-bye.


I would love to tell you that everything will work out for us, and I promise to do all I can to make sure it does. But if we never meet again and this is truly good-bye, I know we will see each other again in another life. We will find each other again, and maybe the stars will have changed, and we will not only love each other in that time, but for all the times we've had before."

The excerpts are long i know, but to anyone who has ever loved and lost, it will definitely strike a chord, of that I am sure.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

So...i've discovered something else that really peeves me. Actually...a few things...i'm going to list...and potentionally elaborate.

1. people who don't say "you're welcome"
2. people who don't say "bless you" or "gezuntight" (no clue how to spell that) when you sneeze
3. People who don't change the battery in their smoke detector and it beeps continuously so loud that the entire apartment buildling can hear it
4. people who keep their mouth open all the time
5. people who bring me bologna as repayment for carrying their groceries up the stairs

elaboration

1. Didn't your mother teach you some god damn manners??
2. see elaboration 1
3. for 2 hours after i came home i had to listen to incessant beeping from a fire alarm with a low battery...after working for 7.5 hours...that's the last thing i want to hear! Turn the damn thing off!!
4. With your mouth open, you just look like a moron! It makes you look like you have an IQ of 75, or that you're trying to catch flies. If you need some protein, eat a steak.
5. Okay...not so much a peeve, just kinda interesting. My old lady neighbor always gives me random gifts...and this time she chose bologna. Except...i don't eat bologna. And haven't eaten it for 9 years. So now i have this huge package of bologna. Columbo is going to be very happy!

I'm sure the list can and will be extended...but 5 is enough bitching for now.

Oh! I'm hoping to go to a haunted house this weekend. I'm so excited...i'm 23 years old...and i've never been to a haunted house before. This is going to be great!! And i carved a pumpkin! I wonderful pumpkin! it is a picture of a with holding a pumpkin. I must say...i did a pretty damn good job! It almost makes me want to carve another pumpkin! Anyone want pumpkin filling?

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

I am shopping lioness...hear me roar!!! I had an awesome shopping trip yesterday. Six sweaters and a jacket all for $100.00 at Kohl's. Oh yeah...you're jealous! So today i almost got ran over by a trooper! I was walking out of the lab to go to lunch, and all of a sudden this trooper comes flying around the corner on his motorcycle and almost hit me! I had to dive out of the way to avoid getting hit! And i ruined my new sweater! Okay...so maybe those last two sentences are a little bit of an exaggeration. I didn't have to dive out of the way...and i didn't ruin my sweater. But...if i hadn't been paying attention, i would have!

So...i discovered something about myself recently. I don't like bathroom humor. Jokes, comments, gags about going to the bathroom or other bodily functions really bothers me! I realized it when the other day, someone made a comment about farting...and it was meant to be humorous...but i really found it in very bad taste. Who knew i would be so appalled by something that is natural.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Today i rediscovered the disadvantage of living alone. After i took my shower i decided to move my shower mat b/c it had moved too close to the drain. So as i was stepping on it to suction it in place, and it slipped...and so did I. I hit my tail bone pretty hard and banged my knee on the side of the tub. It hurt. I was okay, but i got to thinking. What if i wasn't okay? No one would know there was something wrong with me until probably this evening or tomorrow morning. That's kinda a scary thought!

Alrighty...it's late...and i'm starving. So i gotta figure something out for dinner. It seems that most people like my blogger instead of myspace. So i'll prolly just post here since i got that comment thingy figured out.

Whoa...i feel like it's a flash back to high school. I got an e-mail this morning from a friend of a friend wanting to know why i didn't want to be friends with his friend. Yes...you read this correctly. This friend "got my e-mail off his account" and his friend doesn't know that he is e-mailing me. Yeah...right. Been there...done that trick. We all know exactly what is happening here. So just stop fucking e-mailing me! Leave me alone! This friend of a friend e-mails me, and then wants to know why i don't want to be friends with his friend. Because he sends his friends to harass me!!!! God, you're 24 grow up! Before this situation was moderately amusing, but mostly annoying. Now it's just down right pissing me off. Do i have a sign on my forehead that says "Unhinged people, please apply here?" I think i do, b/c pretty damn sure i attract the weirdest people. People with serious problems. Like alcohol abuse problems...and clingy problems.

Other than all that, things are good. My extractions at work aren't working though. I'm hoping all the methanol will evaporate today and i'll be able to extract the drug i'm looking for. It's pretty frustrating because i've ran this extraction or some form of it everyday since thursday. (That's a long time for an extraction) I'm carving pumpkins with Sarah today! I'm so excited! I'm gonna put it on my balcony and maybe stick a candle in it on Halloween. I hope i get tricker-treaters this year. I need to get some candy though. I'm thinking fun size snickers. Bigger than the mini, and all kids love chocolate!

Monday, October 24, 2005

So...getting a little personal this morning. There is this guy, and everytime i read his writing, I just fall in love with him. He's so sad and lonely, I just want to hug him and make everything better. Could i really make things better? No...but his melancholly makes me want to take him away and tell him that everything will be alright.

I hate people who push. I hate people who intentionally disrepect my decisions and accuse me of feelings that don't exist. I don't like when people think they know me better than I do. There are only 2 or 3 people in this world who can make that claim, but they never would. Grrrr

Going to the dentist today. I almost forgot until i woke up this morning. Just a regular teeth cleaning, woohoo.

Sunday, October 23, 2005

So i went to the store the other day to fill my prescription. I was horrified to discover that my insurance hadn't covered it (it requires prior authorization, and even though i sent in my form 3 weeks ago...i guess it didn't go) so i had to pay $40 for it! Now, this prescription allows me to not be a total nut job and is required for me to stay sane! I don't think i should have to pay for this at all! I mean, for the sake of others, i should get it free! That was just ridiculous i thought. So it's been a while since i've posted anything, but i don't have much to report here. I'm just as crazy as i've always been. November is going to be an insane month for me. The first weekend in Nov. I'm going to Indy to see Dianna. The second weekend in Nov. i'm going to Dayton to visit Allen, Amanda, and Becky. That Sunday, i'm flying out to DC for a week for work training. I fly back on Friday, and on Saturday morning I'm flying to South Carolina, where i'll be on vacation for a week. So i guess I'll actually be here for the very last week of November. I'm greatly looking forward to my vacation, and desparately need one. I get to be at home for a week and eat my momma's home cooking and play with my dog. It'll be great. And my birthday is that week too! :-)

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Okay...call off the U-Haul trucks for now...although I do have my blog set up on myspace...i'll prolly post to both for now. I turned on word verification (Thanks Sid!!) so hopefully that'll work and keep the spam down. However...for those of you who comment...i apologize for the extra step required to comment.

for any of you who may have tried to contact me last night...i apologize for my absence. For the first time ever i turned off my cell phone on purpose....and it felt good.

Monday, October 17, 2005

It's official...i'm moving from blogger to myspace. I have had to delete spam comments from the last 3 posts...and i just don't feel like doing that anymore...so...to continue reading my blog...please go to

www.myspace.com/misplacedsoutherner

It may take a while to get a good format on it...but...i'll do my best...

I have successfully completed my first month of self-inflicted emotional detachment from the male gender. So far, so good. It's amazing now that i know i can't date anyone...i don't feel the need or the desire to date anyone. All of a sudden i'm free from the constant pressure of male friends who want to be more than that. That's not to say the pressure isn't there, it's just easier to ignore it, because i have a better excuse then "i just don't see you like that." I hope all the subsequent months are as easy as this one. However...i sense that will not be the case. I imagine as time goes on, I'll get increasingly more lonely and feel that need to have a warm body to hold close. So...the plan to fix this...hug my dog! He's a warm body...and he'll let me hold him close. Although he may try to hump me...that's not much different then holding a guy.

On a random note...I hope Houston beats St. Louis tonight. And if they don't, I hope Chicago does. Don't ask why, it's a ridiculous reason, but I don't want St. Louis to win anything. I want them to be robbed of their World Series win...again.

So this weekend was insanely busy. First to start the weekend...i had a dream that left me feeling awful all day. Friday night dianna came out. I cooked mexican food and then we drank margaritas all night. Dianna and i started at 5:30, and then my friends Sarah (not Horner) and Adrianne come over around 8:30ish. Needless to say, by the time they got here, we had to go out and buy another fifth of tequila because the first fifth was gone. Apparantly dianna and i were quite the comedians in the grocery store, including heckling a woman who had her small children in the store at 10:00 pm. Saturday i got my hair cut and got a wedding gift. That's pretty much all any of us could do that morning with a hang over. Dianna and I went to the wedding Saturday evening, and it was very nice. We danced all night long, and most certainly paid for it in the morning. Sadly though, the only thing that really cured my hang over on Saturday was a glass of wine, a glass of champagne, and a gin and tonic. When i woke up yesterday though, my body was so insanely stiff. I'm just not used to dancing all night. Yesterday was nothing too exciting. Dianna and I went to church and then to lunch. She left, and I went to an organ recital, which i thought was excellent. I enjoyed the music, and even more so after the recital a nice gentleman explained to me how an organ works! I had no idea they were so complicated! After all that, i came home, and was in kinda an angry mood. Columbo chewed up my cell phone charger while I was gone...and then proceeded to just bark at me randomly. I love that dog...and most times he's really well behaved...but...the last week he's just been horrible! So I went to bed early last night and I feel a little better this morning.

Ah well...this week shouldn't be too exciting, except Tuesday is a unit meeting in Indy. Woohoo. And this weekend is completely empty, which i'm excited about. The month of November is going to be really busy, so i need a few weekends to relax before i dive into my month of insane traveling.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

I am just far too clumsy to be trusted with a curling iron. Are you guys ready for this?? Okay...so several weeks ago, I was curling my hair, close to my neck, and i touched myself briefly. It ended up looking like i had a hickey. Doh! So of course i got major crap at work...but it went away pretty quickly. Ever since then, i've fighting this constant struggle of burning myself with the curling iron. I've really out done myself this time though. On Saturday, while i was curling the back of my hair (which we all know is a tricky situation) i burnt myself. Only...it wasn't just a little burn. We're talking major burn here. Irish girl in the sun for 24 hours, looking like a lobster kinda burn! And it hurts like hell!! And then...as if that wasn't bad enough, i was curling my hair yesterday, and i wasn't wearing my shirt b/c i don't like putting a shirt over wet hair. Well...don't ask me how i did this, but while i was finger styling my hair, somehow i burnt my stomach! How does that happen??!! Can someone please explain it to me? Not nearly as bad as my neck...but it's on my stomach for God's sake!!! So now i have a huge burn on my neck...and one on my stomach too! It's a good thing no one sees me with my shirt off these days!

Oh...and i may be having a weeny roast tonight. I caught Columbo chewing on my favorite (and expensive) pair of shoes! Fortunately no damage was done to the shoes. But if i catch him again, it's gonna be a weeny roast!

Monday, October 10, 2005

So i discovered my newest calling in life! I am going to be on Jeopardy. But not just any Jeopardy...Back to School Jeopardy against all the 12 year olds! Let me tell you, I kicked their asses today!!! Those little namby-pambies don't know anything! Geez...what are they teaching these kids in school??? So what do you guys think?? Do you think i could pull off being 12? If i don't wear tall shoes and bind my chest...i bet i could totally pull it off! Anyway...Happy Columbus Day to all you poor saps who still had to go to work. :-)

Dianna is coming up on Friday. I'm so excited. We're gonna have a Mexican Fiesta night. Which...if by Mexican Fiesta night you mean lots of margaritas then yes...mexican fiesta night. :-) I love tequila! Oh...and i guess margarita mix is okay too. i should probably invest in some salt and limes just in case the mix doesn't work out for us. ;-)

Well...that's all i got for tonight...oh...Fiona Apple concert on December 4th in Chicago. That's a Sunday. I am going, even if it means i have to kill someone....now i just gotta find tickets!!!

More Fiona Apple lyrics for you b/c she's so awesome...

The early cars
Already are
drawing deep breaths past my door
and last night's phrases sick with lack of basis
are still writhing on my door

And it doesn't seem fair
that your wicked words should work in holding me down
And it doesn't seem right
to take information given at close range
for the gag, and the bind, and the ammunition round

Conversation, once colored by esteem,
became dialogue
as a diagram of a play for blood
Took a vacation; my palate got clean
Now i can taste your agenda
while you're spitting your cut

And it doesn't seem fair
i should for the kingcraft of a meritless crown
No it doesn't seem right
to take information
given at close range
for the gag
and the bind
and the ammunition round

This is not about love
because i am not in love
in fact i can't stop falling out
This is not about love
because i am not in love
in fact i can't stop falling out
I miss that stupid ache

What is this posture i have to stare at
that's what he said
when i was sitting up straight
Changed the name of the game
when he lost it
He knew he was wrong
but he knew it too late
but i'm not being fair;
cause i chose to listen to that filthy mouth
but i'd like to choose right
take all the things
that i said that he stole;
put 'em in a sack; swing 'em over my shoulder
turn on my heels, step out of his sight,
try to live in a lovelier light

This is not about love
cause i am not in love
in fact i can't stop falling out
this is not about love
cause i am not in love
in fact i can't stop falling out
i miss that stupid ache

Friday, October 07, 2005

It's been a while, and sadly i don't have much time today.

the topic at hand: people who drive automatics have no sympathy for people who don't! If you drive 15 miles an hour, you are driving too fast for first gear, and two slow for 2nd gear. Please...be sympathetic...either drive 10 mph, or 20mph. More on driving peeves, i'm becoming more and more convinced that teenagers should not be allowed to drive before they are 18. Teenagers turn into (even more so) immature children holding a deadly weapon! I was driving home from work the other day, minding my own business, and I needed to merge right, so i turned on my blinker and waited for this guy to pass me, but as i started to merge over, some chick in her mom's intrepid decide to jump over and race around me. Even though i had my blinker on and CLEARLY had intentions of changing lanes. GRRRR. And then...if that wasn't enough...she was so busy looking in her rearview mirror and laughing at what she did to me that she almost rear ended the person in front of her, which in turn lead to me almost rear ending her (yes i realize part of this is my fault, i shouldn't have been following quite as closely, but for shit's sake! pay attention in a construction zone!!!) And then...she found that incredibly amusing as well and kept looking at her passenger (who looked to be too young to be sitting in the front seat, as her head barely was tall enough for the window. Isn't there a rule about children in the front seat??) so much that she almost hit a cone in the construction zone.

I've noticed something in all my ranting of road stuff. Number one is, my road rage is significantly much better, because i know that i don't need to yell at the moment, i can just write it in my blog later. Number two, I usually only have problems with three kinds of people A) teenagers with friends in the car B) old people who can't see over the steering wheel and C) guys (and sometimes women even!) who are embarassed of their manhood, and therefore use their car as compensation.

So...if you fall into any of these three categories just don't drive when i'm driving. Which is mostly 7:15-7:30 AM, 12-1 PM, and 4-4:15 PM Mon-Frid. You have been warned!

So i just bought Fiona Apple's CD "Extraordinary Machine". Whoa...talk about an awesome CD! She always amazes me when a new CD comes out. (For the record this is her first CD in 6 years, it was shelved by Sony for a long time) I always think she can't possibly do better than her last CD, and then she just comes out of no where with something new and completely fresh that all together different and excellent in it's own way. I can honestly say that all three of her CD's are my favorite of hers, each one is completely different. "Tidal" is very melancholly, sad, and painful. For those who remember my discussion on soul crying...this CD tipifies that. When the Pawn...(title is actually at 19 word poem) is so angry. It is just complete and raw anger, the kind you feel after someone breaks your heart and you stop the hurt and realize what a dick they are. Her anger almost borders on rage, but yet it's tempered with a little sadness. This third CD is a completely new sound. It's like she got over who ever hurt her and now it's more of a "i'm fine with out you". There's still a little of that anger or sadness, but acceptance seems to be the overall theme of this CD. I will leave you with some lyrics to the song "Parting Gift"

I opened my eyes while you were kissing me once
More than once
And you looked as sincere as a dog
Just as sincere as a dog
when it is the food on your lips, with which it's in love
I bet you could never tell
That i knew you didn't know me that well
It is my fault you see,
you never learned that much from me

Oh you silly, stupid past time of mine
You were always good for a rhyme
and from the first to the last time the signs said stop
but we went on whole-hearted
it ended bad, but i love what we started
they said stop, but we went on whole-hearted
it ended bad, but i love what we started

I took off my glasses while you were yelling at me once
More than once
So's not to see you see me react
Should've put 'em, should've put 'em on again
So i could see you see me, sincerely yelling back
I bet your fortressed face
belied your fort of lace
it is by the grace of me
you never learned what i could see

Oh you silly, stupid past time of mine
You were always good for a rhyme
And from the first to the last time all the signs said stop
but we went all whole-hearted
it ended bad, but i love what we started
they said stop, but we went on whole-hearted
it ended bad, but i love what we started

Sunday, October 02, 2005

So homecoming this weekend was good. It was nice to be back with all the people i knew. Being back always makes me a little melancholly. The weekend is great, but in the end, I have to come back here. Ah well...it was good to see everyone and hang out. Sadly, there aren't really any funny stories from this weekend, other than on my way to the Artigues on Friday, I saw people "bashin" with a sign that said "Show me your puppies." Ah...who does that? Other than hautians. God Bless Terre Haute. Where would we be without people like that. I'll tell you where, the average IQ would be a lot higher and we probably wouldn't have as many people on welfare. Ah well...i may post more tomorrow...but there really isn't much to tell.