Well...i'm back from Cali and still in one piece. The visit was fantastic and it was so great to see Jackie. The trip does make me feel a little unsatisfied with my life though. I could easily be in the same mediocre place in Sacramento that i am here...but at least i'd have a friend. The same can be said for Indy...and i wouldn't even have to quit my job even a position ever opened up there. Maybe next time when the position becomes available, I'll consider the opportunity. If i could keep Troy as my supervisor then there would be no reason for me not to move. The only thing that prevents it really is changing bosses. Which i'm not real sure i want to do. Ah well...no reason to think about it now...no positions are open there...and i'm still in this lease until January.

So lately and for no particular reason...i've been thinking a lot about someone from my past. I even had a dream about them last night. I just wish i could stop. I don't like thinking about them.

Okay...enough of this crap...so sunday is Be a Tourist in Your Own Hometown. I'm so super excited. I'm going to see the zoo, the botanical gardens, the courthouse, Artlink, the Lincoln Tower, and Science Central (or at least i'm gonna try to see all these places) for FREE!!! How exciting is that!!

So...funny story about california. Jackie and i had decided we wanted pizza for dinner...so we go to the Roundtable and order. While we're waiting for our pizza to be made, on of the employees gets off her shift and is waiting on her ride. So she sits down in the booth next to us (which is only separated by a waist high partition) and starts talking to another one of her coworkers. She starts loudly complaining about how her grandmother is kicking her out of her house b/c she found alcohol in the freezer and found out that she had a party while her g-ma was out of town. She proclaims that she doesn't care what her g-ma thinks...she's gonna go out and party tonight anyway b/c what else is her g-ma gonna do! Oh...and she's pissed that her 20 yr. old sister is the one that tattled on her b/c who is she?? She failed PE! B/c that obviously tells us something about her personality. Then she finds out her grandma is there to pick her up and she says...well i guess i'll just go into my room and turn on my music and not talk to anyone. What happened to her plan of partying tonight??? Geez...i'm disappointed that she didn't stick to her unique view of teenage angst...b/c surely no teenager has ever said or felt that before. Oh...and she informed the entire restaurant that she was 17. I know i did some stupid shit in my time...but i definitely never brought alcohol into my house.

Ah well...hope you enjoyed the story....i'm sure i'll start feeling a little less blah soon. Or at least i hope...i gotta figure out what's causing my funk and get rid of it.