Well...so once again my all or nothing attitude has gotten me in a world of hurt. It has been said of me that in life and love...i am far too demanding. But...is it really demanding when you realize that you won't be happy with anything less than what you're asking for. And is it really being demanding when you are willing to give as much or more than what you are demanding from others? Clearly through all my relationship experience...i still have a lot to learn.

So...i forgot how wonderful therapeutic shopping can be! It is fabulous for your soul...but...not so good for your wallet. Ah well...i'm a working woman...i can swing it. Anyway...i bought some fantastic shoes that i've been looking at for like 6 months and two great skirts! I'm so excited. Oh and let's not forget the free pair of underwear i got at Victoria Secret. Hehehe. Nothing cheers me up more than underwear shopping. I can't quite explain why that is true. But it's something about wearing something sexy that no one else knows about that makes me feel good. All women understand this concept.

So this day has totally turned around. It started out terrible, but ended pretty great b/c i have some new clothes...and more importantly new shoes! (like i really need them) And while men are great...they will never replace a great pair of shoes. Great shoes will always support you...and always compliment your figure. Ah...i love shoes!

"I wanted you to know, i love the way you laugh. I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away."

Seether has a new album either out or coming out soon...and i can't wait until i can hear it. I'm sure it will be fantastic. Or at least i hope it will. Audioslave also came out with a new album and i also want that CD as well.

"The worst is over now, and we can breathe again. I wanna hold you high you steal my pain away."