so...if any of you have noticed a cheerier disposition about myself...that would be a correct observation. Things have been looking up beautifully. The weather is getting progressively better...work is definitely much more exciting...and it would appear that i'm starting to get on track. So...woohoo! So one thing i've discovered about living alone...you do a lot...and i do mean A LOT of introspection. In fact...most nights...all i do is sit around and think about the meaning of life...where i want my life to go...and...what i would do if i knew i only had one day left to live. Well...while i'm still working on all three of these topics...i'm coming closer to some answers. But...i do know...that out of life...i want to be happy (duh)...and more importantly...i need to make decisions that will bring this about. So...that's what i'm doing. I also want to make sure the people important in my life know that...of course that's what everyone says...and then when it's too late...we always moan that we never got to say all we wanted to say. So i'm gonna try and cut down on the moaning as much as i can. So...if you're a special person to me...expect to hear it sometime soon. No...i didn't fly off my rocker...i just remembered that life is too short...and i am most certainly not guaranteed the 60 more years i believe i'm due. I spent way too much of my time worrying about things that in the grand scheme of things...aren't really that important.

So...on my path to enjoying life...this morning i almost peed on myself when i went to my car. There was a jalope (spelling??) outside of my building wrapped in saran wrap and then silly stringed on the saran wrap. However...when i came home from work 8.5 hours later...i saw something even more amusing...it was still there!! I wonder if the driver knows. hehehe.

Also yesterday i got my refund check. Woohoo for extra money! That ought to be enough to cover my car expenses of last weekend.

That's pretty much all i got for tonight. I'm running dry on ideas for my posts these days...so if anyone has any suggestions...please let me know...by the way...i'd like to say...what's the point of having a laptop if it can't sit on your lap...