So...for the last week or so i have lost my ability to sleep well. I have to force myself to bed at my "scheduled" time and then i toss and turn all night. And i've consistently been waking up at 2:15 am. I'm not really sure why that time is important...but it just seems to be the norm. More interesting though is my really weird dreams. So i'm gonna let y'all be my modern day joseph and do some dream interpretations for me. So, i'm driving in my car minding my own business, when i come to a stop light I can't tell what color the light is so i slow down. To my surprise, the stop light crashes to the ground right in front of my car! Well, people come over and check to see if I'm okay. And I'm fine b/c it landed in front of my car not on it. So of course everyone gasps at how lucky I am and my "guardian angel must be looking out for me" Well, i continue on my drive home, only to realize that my right eye is burning a little. Kinda like it feels when you have an eyelash under your contact lens. So i rub it a little, and it keeps burning. So i hurry up my drive home not sure why my eye is burning at all. When i get home, I look in the mirror, and there is a huge piece of glass sticking right in my pupil. So i call up my mom and tell her what's wrong and she tells me not to worry about it, that it's not a big deal and it won't kill me. But i have a huge piece of glass in my eye! Now...of course this could be some sort of divine message related to the "remove the log from your eye before the splinter in your brother's" type thing. Which i suppose could apply to my life b/c i've been awfully critical of those around me lately. I dunno...any takers on some insight? Also today, i saw a post that had a couple questions that i thought were interesting so I thought i'd answer them in here b/c the few who read this might find them interesting to.


1.) When you're old, what will you tell your grandkids that they'll think is stupid?
I'll probably tell them about the time when there wasn't any internet, and when cell phones didn't exist, and that to listen to the other side of an album you had to flip over the tape.

2.) Do you a.) Want kids, b.) Not want kids, or c.) Not have any idea whether or not you want kids. Those with kids can skip this one...
Yes, i want no less than 2 kids, but i'm thinking 3 sounds good. 2 boys and a girl.

3.) If you could be what you actually wanted to, what would you be?
Although i'm extremely happy in my career choice, i would be a novelist if i could. I love to write/tell stories. But sadly, i'm not very good at it.

4.) Describe your dream vacation. Where, how, and with whom.
I would love the chance to go to Ireland and visit the "homeland" if you will. I'd like to see the country side as well as Dublin and tour all the pubs and just enjoy life as an Irishwoman for a while. With whom...i don't really know. I guess anyone who would enjoy doing the same thing, and wouldn't get on my nerves.

5.) Tell me why your favorite band is the best band ever.
My favorite band has recently been changing a little. While i'll always love the Cranberries for their lyrics and what they stand for, I also love Seether. However they haven't put out a CD for a while so at this moment, i would say my favorite band is Audioslave. Everytime i hear something from them, i just instantly like it. In fact, their new CD is probably the first CD i'll have bought in a really long time. I like them b/c i find the vocals exceptionally melodic and the guitar parts make me want to learn to play the guitar. And most importantly, on more than one occassion the lyrics have "spoken" to me on a personal level that is hard to come by these days in modern music.

6.) What do you look for in a significant other? What do you wish you looked for?
Well, in a significant other i look for someone who makes me laugh and someone that i think would be a good father and a good husband. I wished i looked for what i really wanted, and that's someone who i think will love me with the same passion that i love them.

7.) If you were going to commit suicide, what would your note say if it could only hold one sentence?
Hmm...that's a toughie. Suicide notes are not something i usually think about. I suppose i put something like "Take care of my dog". Perhaps "I'm sorry i can't get over my own selfishness". Or...i could write "If only i could have eaten a steak" or something to that effect b/c that would tip some people off to suspicious behavior and then it could be revealed that i didn't commit suicide but that i indeed was murdered! It would be the ultimate CSI! How fitting for me. :-)

8.) What is your favorite food (or drink) and why?
Favorite food? well...let's see...this is gonna sound so dumb but my favorite food is definitely pinto beans and cornbread with fried potatos. I love it b/c when ever i eat it i think about home. My mom would always make it for my family b/c it's my dad's favorite so whenever i eat it i think about how much my mom and dad love me and how much i miss being close to them.