I saw something highly amusing on tv this morning while i was watching the news. An animated commercial comes on and it shows elephants stomping all over Washington. Tearing down the white house, the capitol building...all sorts of stuff...and a voice over criticizes radical republicans and accuses them of trying to take over the entire government. The commercial goes on about that tone...only at the end to reveal that it is sponsored by Senator Luger of Indiana...who...is a republican!! I found that highly amusing. So my computer doesn't seem to be giving me the same kind of grief it was giving me before...which is good news for me...but bad news for Dell...b/c i'm gonna put off buying a new computer.

So...on the plan of action i discussed yesterday in my post...you know..making decisions to make me happy...i took a first step in that today...i did suffer a setback...but...i guess rebuilding yourself requires pushing through. At least i can say that i tried...and i won't wonder what if anymore...so on to the next decision to ensure my happiness. I haven't figured out what that is yet....i'm just taking this one day at a time...so...eventually i'll come up with something.

So tonight is part 1 of the Lost season finale...i'm super excited...it's going to be fabulous. Also i got all my mass specs done at work today so i don't have to do it tomorrow...woohoo. I had a ton of them to do b/c lucky me...i had stuff unextractable.

To end...i will leave you with some lyrics that never grow old...and always speak true no matter what i'm feeling...

I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause i'm broken when i'm open
and i don't feel like i am strong enough
cause i'm broken when i'm lonesome
and i don't feel light when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
i wanna hold you high you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause i'm broken when i'm open
and i don't feel like i am strong enough
cause i'm broken when i'm lonesome
and i don't feel right when you're gone away

Cause i'm broken when i'm open
and i don't feel like i am strong enough
cause i'm broekn when i'm lonesome
and i don't feel light when you're gone away